- Birth is an Opportunity for Transformation
Birth is an opportunity for transformation.
It’s an opportunity to deeply connect to yourself, your family and community. It’s a wild ride into the unknown and that means you get to discover strength you didn’t even know you had.
Planning a homebirth is a commitment to oneself. It’s an acknowledgment of your power and your baby’s power. It is respect for the process of which we are: we unfold, we are beautiful, we are amazing, we birth. And it’s nothing short of incredibly hard. But with every challenge is the opportunity to grow. As your midwife, we are here to support that process.
We will help with logistics too…what to do to prepare, what supplies you need, what remedy to ease that discomfort, what back up plans to have in place.
And if you just want to keep it logistical, we can. But if you want to choose something deeper than the details, we got your back. It’s profound. It’s inspiring. It’s fun. It’s a gift to your child and yourself.
- Client-Centered Care
Here at Awakenings we are committed to helping people and families explore their visions and desires for an empowering birth experience. We take a holistic perspective and facilitate your discovery process.
Your birth will look and be different from anything you’ve seen on TV or anything you’ve heard elsewhere and this offers the potential to be an amazing unique welcome to your new little addition to the family.
We are excited to learn about your needs and dreams because we accommodate them as we are able.
Introduction to Care
One of the most unique aspects of the Midwifery Model of Care is the continuity of care you receive from pregnancy to labor to postpartum. It’s starkly different from many other forms of care.
We commit to walking this path with you. We commit to taking good care of you and your family during the birth of your newborn child. We commit to 3 am phone calls, sharing ideas of how to nurse and clothe and console your baby. We commit to telling you that you or your baby are okay when you are (but don’t know it), and support you with healing when imbalances arise.
We commit to as many visits as you need to make sure you and your family are off to an amazing, loving start. We are excited to witness and be by your side for something so profound, so important, and will guide you through this initiation. This is a big deal, and it would be an honor to see you through.
Pregnant people who would like the services of Awakenings will receive midwifery care during their pregnancy, labor, birth and six weeks postpartum, and their newborn will receive care during the first six weeks of life. Should you or your baby’s health and wellbeing be deemed low-risk during that time, no other care providers are needed.
We offer care and assess the birthing parents’ and baby’s wellbeing during the birth itself. We also provide nutritional counseling, use complimentary modalities such as herbal and homeopathic remedies when ailments arise, strategize lifestyle changes that may support your process, discuss the choices you have before you, and offer referrals to other support networks and providers.
In deciding to have midwifery care, both parties are committing to a relationship based on mutual responsibility. You commit to taking full responsibility for your health and for making informed decisions through every step of your care. We, your midwives, commit to providing you with information and options for care, and to see out care as needed. Together, every step of the way, we create individualized care that supports your health and your baby’s health.
What the Care Includes
- Regularly scheduled prenatal visits.
- Midwife on-call for labor & birth from 37 weeks of pregnancy until birth.
- Midwife assistance during labor and birth.
- Regularly scheduled postpartum visits until six weeks postpartum, sometimes 3 months postpartum.
- Newborn care for the first six weeks of life.
The Process to Determine if we are your Midwives
If you think we might be the right midwives for you, the next step is to send us an inquiry letting us know you may be interested.
Please let us know what you’re hoping with regards to this birth. Please include any pertinent information to your history and health.
Once you’ve contacted us, we’ll set up a time to talk on the phone to answer any preliminary questions, and then set up an interview where we can get to know each other. Here you can ask any questions and get a feel for what it might be like to work with us.
Once a decision is made to proceed with Awakenings, it’s time to start the lovely intake process!
Getting Started with Awakenings – The Intake Process
If we have decided to move forward together as a team, we will send you via email links to the Homebirth Welcome Pack. Please download all the items, as links do expire.
If reading is challenging for you or your partner (if applicable), please let us know and we can discuss all matters instead.
There are two sections, one for your information only, and one that needs to be printed and filled out. Please have this paperwork ready for the first appointment. If you do not have access to a printer, let us know and we’ll send you the documents via snail mail.
When all is said and done, we can set up the first appointment!
This is holistic healthcare, which means we like to know a lot up front, so anticipate an hour or two to read through and fill out all the required documents.
At the first visit be prepared for the following:
- Pay a 25% downpayment to secure our services.
- Pay a $200 “Petty Cash Refundable Deposit.”
- Bring all required paperwork, filled out and signed by you and your partner (if applicable).
- Bring a journal to take notes in.
- We strongly encourage the partner to prioritize coming to the first appointment.
Location: Prenatal visits occur in our (home) office, with the exception of a home visit around 36 weeks. The birth is planned to be in your home. Postpartum visits are planned to be in your home until you are out and about in the world again.
Exceptions are made as necessary.
When: Appointments are during normal business hours, Monday – Friday.
Length of Appointments: Visits are scheduled for 1-2 hours depending on your needs. Expect the first visit to take the full 2 hours.
Frequency: Prenatal visits are suggested to be every 3-4 weeks until 37 weeks, at which point they become weekly until the birth.
Fees for Services
Contact us and let us know your financial situation, and we’ll form an agreement that works for all of us.
We do offer a sliding scale (see select tab).
Clients are requested to pay 25% of the agreed upon fee as a non-refundable portion upon contracting with Awakenings, and complete monthly payments by 36 weeks of pregnancy.
Access to midwifery care is EXTREMELY important to Awakenings. We hope to provide care to all families regardless of income.
As homebirth and holistic care has grown, it has moved further and further from low-income communities and women of color. In staying true to the values of midwifery, we offer sliding scale and flexible payment plans. We encourage you to discuss your financial status and obligations with us to determine what you are able to pay for this quality midwifery care.
We trust you will value and prioritize the care you receive over accessories and abundance. But even still, it can be challenging to know whether one qualifies for a sliding scale. A guideline is: how much does paying for your services affect your current lifestyle? If after paying for the services you wouldn’t have to change anything in your day-to-day, you are at the high end of the scale and subject to the standard fee.
If, by paying for the services, you have to alter your lifestyle, you are eligible for a sliding scale. The degree by which you have to alter it, is what determines where on the scale you lie. If it means you are limiting your baby supplies purchases to make sure you can fill the car up with gas to get to work, you might get a small discount. If your basic needs won’t be able to be met, such as quality food and ability to pay rent to stay in your place, a larger slide in the scale is warranted. If you’re choosing to buy a home or remodel your home, that doesn’t meet the criteria for sliding the scale.
When assessing the need to use the sliding scale, please take into account familial income as well.
Potential barters are considered.
If you are able to pay the full fee, thank you. Your doing so allows us to offer this high-quality service to those with less resources. Midwifery is about supporting one another, and this is part of that process.
If you have a PPO health insurance, you may be able to obtain reimbursement in accordance with your insurance plan for services from providers who are “out-of-network.”
We will give you a “superbill” to send to your insurers at the end of care. We regretfully are unable to work with a biller at this time.
~Testimonials for Birth Services~
I had the BEST home birth experience, it was everything we had dreamed!! Our midwives were AWESOME. –Lluvy G.
Esther – Thank you a million times over. There simple are not words adequate to thank you for this journey you guided us on. It has truly been the deepest and most gratifying life experience. It exceeded all expectations, having Lucien, and I truly feel that we could not have asked for a more perfect midwife. If I have more babies, its just so I can work with you again! Love from every corner of the universe. –Mini S.
I am so thankful to Esther for not only putting together such an entertaining and informative homebirth preparation class, but for being there for me every step of the way in achieving my vbac. [Our daughter] was born safely at home in the birthing tub surrounded by my awesome midwives (including Esther and Lucy!), my amazing doula, and of course my biggest supporter and love of my life Dan. Nathan somehow slept through the whole thing but was so excited to wake up and meet his new baby sister. I am so fortunate to have had Esther and Lucy on my birth team (the "dream team" as Dan calls it). It was overwhelming but completely amazing and I am forever changed from this profound experience. –Kristen R.
Coming across Esther was a huge blessing from the universe. She was the first and only midwife I interviewed and I knew she was the one. Her soul emanates positive energy and love. My son's birth was such a mix of emotions, of uncertainty and strength. I will forever be grateful to Esther who stayed patient and positive with me during the whole journey. She poured her heart into absolutely everything. Not only was she my midwife, but she taught the childbirth education class that I was in. Esther is full of an incredible amount of useful information. –Sasha J.
I would give 10 stars if I could. I have had two amazing homebirths with Awakenings Birth Service and Esther Healey. From beginning to end my experience was all I could have hoped for in a pregnancy and child birth. I think one of the ways homebirth care stands out from hospital care is the prenatal care you receive. With Esther it is personal, thoughtful, thorough, and comfortable. Prenatal care with Esther included frequent 2 hour long visits either at her house or ours where we could talk about any range of topics regarding my pregnancy, health, hopes, fears, or parenting. I could bring my young daughter to all appointments and Esther was happy to talk about new parenthood and any challenges we were facing. My daughter LOVED playing with her chart and pens. She is knowledgeable and informative and will help give the parents the information they need to make the decisions that are right for their family. During labor and delivery both times Esther had a way of knowing just what we needed. The first time she hung back as my partner, doula, and I spent time laboring but was right there when we were ready for her. For my second labor that was very quick and intense she arrived quickly, got everything set up while simultaneously providing me with the perfect touch or encouraging word that made me feel safe. As my baby came out with his elbow up by his face she expertly guided him out without me having any tearing. It's hard to write in a short yelp review all the gifts Esther has provided my family. I loved pregnancy and childbirth. I think a lot of that is thanks to Esther and her ability to make me feel calm, ready, and confident. I could not have imagined a better midwife. She is exactly who you want by your side through pregnancy and childbirth and beyond. I hope if I ever am lucky enough to have another baby that Esther can be my midwife again. –Elizabeth T.
This time last year, on May 16th at 7:45pm, after the most incredible 10 months of being pregnant, the time had come...my water broke! I was not worried at all! I was so excited to finally meet my son and feel what labor was like. Oh and I got to feel it for 61 hours! I cursed how God was definitely a man and asked over and over, "how could anyone want to go through this!!!?" Yet women do it everyday over and over again. Despite the 61 hours, I was lucky. I had Esther Healy from Awakenings Birth Services and my Husband at my side. I was able to stay at home and give birth to my beautiful son, Myles. I labored from May16th at 7:45pm to May 19th at 8:56am. There wasn't a second I was worried because Esther was my midwife. There are not enough thanks in the world or words to express my utmost gratitude for all that she gave us. She was calm and laughed with us and made us feel at ease. She was also serious when we needed her to be. We are so lucky to have found Esther. Right away from our initial phone call I knew she would be a great fit. Instead of being in Kaiser for our appointments where the doctor barely knew my name, Esther would come to my house or I would go to hers. It was all so easy and I believe it was all because Esther made it easy. On the 18th, when we didn't think Myles was going to come out she had a few tricks up her sleeve and by morning he came. We got to stay home and just be with our family. When I had questions about nursing at 11:00pm the next night she came over to make sure all my questions were answered. I recommend Home Birth with Esther Healey at Awakenings Birth Services to anyone thinking about having your baby at home. It was the most amazing experience of my life. I would do it all over again. Thank you to Esther for helping bring our son into this world with laughter and love. Today he is One! –Bre M.
We had the most empowering, thorough, comprehensive, and warm experience of being cared for by Esther and her apprentice, Lucy. Every woman should have access to such amazing care! Our baby is gorgeous and healthy, thanks to Esther's extensive knowledge of how to promote women's health and wellbeing and her skilled approach to caring for my and my baby's mental/emotional/physical/spiritual wellbeing. Any issues during my pregnancy, birth and postpartum were dealt with in a proactive, empowering and skilled manner, our home birth was magical and challenging in all the best ways, and our family is stronger, more empowered, and more in love than ever. We couldn't have done any of it without Esther and her team. She also taught our birth class which was a HUGE highlight of my pregnancy, super informative, and really helpful for preparing us for birth! We can't recommend her enough! –Danielle W.
Esther- Thank you so incredibly much for all of your guidance, care and support. We couldn’t have asked for a more awesome partner to go on this journey in life with. Every step of the way your knowledge and encouragement gave us the strength to achieve our homebirth dreams. To quote Paulo Coelho, “There is only one thing that makes a dreams impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.” You never allowed any fear into our home but instead filled us with confidence from our first appointments to the Ring-of-Fire moments of labor J Bringing Lucien into the World, from the body of Mini into my own arms, was the most powerful and sacred experience of my life. You truly enabled us to have this beautiful experience and to bring our new life into the world, right in the comfort of our kitchen. For this words simply can’t say enough. Forever grateful. –Sean
Dear Soon to be Mom, Esther was our midwife, and we also took her five week pregnancy class. Working with Esther was a gift. She swept into our lives and became the heavy lifter on our team during one of the most wonderful times of our lives. All questions about pregnancy and becoming a Mom - the fears, the mysteries - both logical and illogical were directed at Esther, and she expertly helped us navigate through a drug free, safe birth. The breathing exercises and prep work were excellent. She prepared us well for our journey. Today, we thrive in our baby's progress - we delights us daily with his accomplishments - he laughs a lot, experiments a lot, and explores the world around him constantly, with gusto. I am full of gratitude to Esther for such a wonderful introduction into Motherhood. I would whole-heartedly recommend her as a midwife to everyone I know. –Ayako N.
Working with Esther was a joy. She is extremely knowledgeable and my husband and I felt like we were in good capable hands every step of tour journey. Esther is a natural caretaker. She is professional and has a wonderful, soothing demeanor. We will definitely use Esther and Awakenings Birth Services for our second child. –Eva P.
I just wanted to express my gratitude for all you did for me during my journey into motherhood. Pregnancy and childbirth were a much more empowering and transformative process for me than I ever thought possible and that was in large part due to your guidance, support, and incredibly calming energy. You rock! –Caitilyn M.
You know, I never got to thank you for everything--everything--that you did for us. Pre-birth, during birth, and afterwards. You listened when you didn't have to, accepted a stressful situation that you had no part in making stressful, and allowed your friends to confide in you, process in your presence, and let's be honest, burden you excessively. We'll never be able to repay you. What you did was unprecedented. I owe you my thanks. I know that we were your most difficult client and you never indicated how taxing it was, although I know for a fact it was. For me, a person who loves people very much but has a horrible time reaching out for help, your thoughtful suggestions and respectful distance and appropriate empathy were very important. –Dennis K.
Dear Esther, Thank you so much for being a part of my birth team. Thank you for taking such good care of Ezra and helping to bring him into the world. Thank you for helping me have such a perfect birth experience and for teaching me, in those first moments, about how my beautiful baby was finding his way into the world. With Gratitude. –Rae
Words can’t describe how much you are appreciated for your kindness. Thank you so much. You all were simply a blessing in helping us to have a healthy and happy pregnancy. –Chimere M.
Thank you for being a part of our midwife team. The visits I had with you were loving and enabled me to look inside and make a clear path for a peaceful birth. The experience has been life changing-- and we feel we made out like a Lion! –D and B
Dear Esther, We cannot thank you enough for the tremendous care you have provided for us throughout the past year. From day one you instilled in me a confidence that I could have a perfectly healthy pregnancy and delivery—without meds—despite my pelvic injury and personal doubts. I couldn’t have asked for a more ideal experience and can’t wait to call you again for our next baby. Esther the role you place in this journey has been so significant, and I feel as thought you’ve been a mentor and a friend to me, as well as a care-giver. We are so blessed to have had you as our midwife! –Jaime F.
I can't emphasize enough how wonderful it was to work with Esther. With her help and guidance, I went from being a fearful birther to an empowered one. She works with you on all facets of pregnancy and birth-- physical, emotional, spiritual, and relationship-wise. My husband really enjoyed working with Esther as well. We attended her birthing class together, where we were able to connect, learn, and envision the birth we wanted. My son's birth went exactly as planned, and was imminently doable. In the following weeks, it was lovely to have Esther continue to visit us and help with any health issues that came up for me or my baby. Esther is knowledgeable, grounded, calming, and fun to be around. I highly recommend you call her! –Caitilyn M.
Dearest Esther, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for being such an amazing midwife to both John and I. We both felt so safe, calm and trustworthy of you and appreciated how involved and active you were throughout the birth. You were right there beside me the whole time, and I felt so confident in your knowledge and guidance. I am so sorry that you had to deal with my mom. I want you to know that both John and I had complete confidence and trust in you. Thank you for handling the situation so calmly and not involving me at the time. You are a truly gifted midwife and your ability to stay calm and collected was very impressive. Thank you for making my birth experience really great. Being pregnant and a mother is a life long lesson in letting go of expectations, and living in the moment and appreciating what is happening however it may happen. We love you Esther and very much hope that our next baby can come into this world with you as its guide. Lots of Love. –Matlena H.
Sheer luck brought us in contact with Esther Healey, but having used her services we now believe she may be the best midwife in the State of California. It's hard to even begin to describe all the ways she's been helpful, going far beyond the childbirth itself. Here's a partial list of reasons why we chose Esther over midwives or hospital wards:
- Unlike the doctors and nurses at hospitals, Esther doesn't have an agenda of drugs, surgery, and 39 medical procedures and tests she will try to ram down your throat while you're in the middle of labor. Esther provides the information you need to make educated decisions, and then lets you decide.
- Unlike the doctors and nurses in birth wards at hospitals, Esther doesn't have a hearing disability. She listens. She doesn't interrupt. She's not judgmental. She lets you finish your sentences and your thoughts.
- Unlike the doctors and nurses at hospitals, Esther will never argue with you, nor will she threaten you or try to intimidate you into doing something you don't want to do.
- Esther has expertise with European herbal tinctures, which can be of significant benefit during pregnancy, prior to birth, and after pregnancy to support lactation.
- Esther has experience with important alternative techniques such as delayed cord clamping and Lotus birth methods.
- With Esther, you're getting a whole team, including a Doula and a second midwife. This army of experience shows up at your house at exactly the right time, not too early and not too late. Esther coordinates and schedules the team's arrival at your home according to the timing of your labor and childbirth.
- With Esther, you give birth in the comfort of your home and spend labor in your own bed, rather than anxiously racing to the hospital at a time when you most need to rest and relax.
- After childbirth, Esther continues to make home visits to make sure the mom and baby are in good health and breastfeeding is going well. Any deficiencies and again Esther turns to her network to provide support. For example, in our case, mom wasn't producing enough breast milk so Esther offered supportive herbs, recommendations to lactation consultants at major hospitals, and even personally came and delivered breast milk from other mothers to make sure the baby was getting enough. Frankly, we are downright stunned by the level of support she has provided.
- To top it all off, Esther is flexible and reasonable with her fees and sincerely tries to work within any budget.Simply put, if the word gets out about Esther Healey's midwife services, the birth wards of every major hospital from Monterey to Mendocino will be empty. I'm not joking. The only reason anyone is giving birth at a hospital in Northern California is they don't know what they're missing with Esther.If you've read this far and you're still not convinced to make Esther your midwife, check your pulse, you may already be dead.
In speaking about you I was reminded just how much having you at Julia's birth meant to me. I thank you again for your knowledge and your grace. –Kate
Thank you for your care and love and for catching Ailen. You’ll be in our hearts always. I'm so grateful that I found you, and I definitely want you for my next birth, so we'll be in touch in a couple of years. –Marisol O.
It was really a pleasure having you at the birth. Even though we hadn't met before, I felt really safe and good about having you in our home. The second you entered the house, it became warmer and happier. –Mathilde
Awakenings Services is an amazing trio of midwives who work within the model of spiritual midwifery. Embodying a holistic approach to body, spirit and mind, each midwife seems to specialize in one of these areas, while joining together to provide an integrated prenatal, labor and birth and postpartum team. My journey towards having a home birth was made possible by Juli Tilsner who responded to my inquiry of their services. Distraught that I would not be able to have my dream home birth, due to financial and insurance obstacles, Juli responded quickly by saying a hospital birth was not an option and offered a sliding scale and a payment plan. Thanks to Juli's initial outreach I was able to benefit from the number of services Awakenings provides. Amongst the skills which Juli specializes in is homeopathy. Knowledgeable in prescribing the appropriate medicine for the aches and pains of the mother's changing body, I was educated in the ability to use it for the ongoing health care of myself and my family. Other gifts which Juli provided was connecting us with an amazing childbirth teacher in the Bradley technique, as well as an excellent Doula who became an integral part of our birth team. Deborah Simone is the spirit rock of this midwifery trio. With over twenty years experience, Deborah brings an unprecedented confidence to her practice, instilling a penetrating calm. On the ground level Deborah has a prolific knowledge of the earths herbal remedies, yet on a higher ground, she embodies an other world spirit which guides one to connecting with ones own inner knowing. I not only experienced this in dealing with my fears throughout the pregnancy but felt this immediately when she came for my last stage of labor where her presence brought an ease to me as I pushed my baby out and into my arms. As a link between body and spirit is the mind which is the realm of Esther Healy. Working with me on identifying the thoughts which connected to the emotions I was experiencing, Esther was able to help me clear the path for a peaceful birth. Her bright positive presence will bring out the best in any mamma who may have the good fortune to work with Esther. The expanded postpartum care which Awakenings provides is an incredible continuum of their services where they help you establish breastfeeding. At every visit they will also assess your health and that of your baby. Going above and beyond their contractual obligations, they have continued to meet with me well beyond the seven or eight times which they are scheduled to meet with you in the first six weeks after birth. Finally they also have connected me with a holistic parent group where I receive further support as I continue on this amazing adventure of motherhood! My deepest thanks goes out to Awakenings and I highly recommend them to anyone considering a home birth. –Danila R.
fact-based review: I found the midwives at Awakenings (Deborah, Juli, and Esther) to be extremely professional, experienced, informed, and punctual. The process worked very well for me, as they started with an informative consultation; followed with a binder full of useful information for pregnancy, birth, and early motherhood; provided prenatal care in my home; advised on doula support; attended my birth as soon as we called them; prevented an episiotomy when my baby presented with fists by his cheeks; and provided 6 weeks of postpartum care. During the birth I never doubted the health of myself or my child. They were attentively monitoring and at the same time giving me space to remain in the primal part of my brain, where instinctually my body was birthing my baby. My little boy was born with open eyes and pink cheeks and began to nurse within minutes. emotion-based review: It is true - midwives are not doctors or surgeons - they are angels. Awakenings provides so much more than prenatal, birth, and postnatal care. I invited them into the most intimate parts of my physical and emotional self, and they came respectfully, but confidently. They listened to all my concerns and desires and addressed them each thoroughly and thoughtfully. When it came time to give birth, I knew I could do it. I had the confidence not only from within myself, but from my birth team, led by my midwives. 18 months later, when I called them full of self-doubt and confusion, they spent an hour on the phone with me providing encouragement and affirmation. They are my angels and my family. If I were blessed with another pregnancy, I could not imagine any better way to birth my baby than with Awakenings. –Leslie R.
It's nearly impossible to condense my thoughts on these wonderful and competent women into a brief review. I had my son a little over a month ago under the care of Juli, Deborah, and Esther. My relationship with these women lasted a good 6-7 months and I learned so much invaluable information during that time; about women's health, the birthing process, my relationship with my husband, my response to motherhood. These ladies represent what is unique to homebirthing. I felt they really provided customized care, emotional support, my husband was an active participant through the whole process and caught my baby! I was especially impressed with the postpartum care. We saw them maybe 7 or 8 additional visits after the baby came which was a very difficult time for us, and they were like little angels who refused to let go until the job was done. They approach their work with such knowledge and dedication, and really empowered my husband and I to have an incredible home birth experience. –Amy
I know you are going to be an amazing midwife, and mother, and I was so happy ... and I am very grateful you were there with me! I would love to have you attend every birth I may be involved in 🙂 (stated during apprenticeship) –Hanna
Thank you for being such a huge part of our birth experience. You are already an incredible midwife. Best of luck to you…You have a wonderful teacher, but most importantly, you just seem made for this. (stated during apprenticeship) –Kasey
Esther-Thank you so much for assisting in Zoe's birth. Your positive energy and presence was so important to have, and we hope to see you there for baby #2! 🙂 –Gretchen
Esther, Thank you for everything. You made a big difference in my life and you made a big difference in K’s life too! Thank you very much! –-M & K